Loving Me

Loving Me Will Never be Easy
I am rarely at Ease
I worry and I Care
I'm not You and
I can not Read Your Mind

Understanding Me Will Never be Easy
I Do Not Always Understand Me
I Try to Think What You Would Do
I'm Not You and
I can not Be You

Caring for Me Will Never be Easy
I Sometimes Only Want to Care About Myself
You Mean the World to ME
I'm not You and
I can not Shelter You

What If I loved You
In All your Shades and Modes
Analytic and Silly
Worried and Care Free
Taking Things Apart
And Putting them back
Together

Your quest for knowledge
Your desire to escape
Your need to be appreciated
Your overwhelming,
sexy,
knowledgeable,
maddening,
sweet,
considerate,
wondrous,
down,
doomed,
cloud jumping,
puddle thumping,
squeeze him so hard so he can't get away,
cat shit brown beautiful orbs drenching me in shivers of the spine,

YOU